born from darkness. lost from the light.
i'm leaving the world of light and losing myself in the darkness that i was born in.

dont look for me.
goodbye all.

i've finally cleared my mind.

no more painful headaches and troubled thoughts.

i understand now, after so long...

i was being too human again.

being an empath is hard in this world so full of emotions.

i must distance myself from others
so i can understand them better.

For Now...
my short term goals:

• stop bumming and study!
• research on my dot project
• become a vegan
• complete my kingdom hearts game!! ~^_^~

long term goals...

• take SATS
• retake A's
• get driving licence
  
• start my own dot business

hm... numbers in my life now...
1day to friday! badminton! yay~~ 2days to kayaking!! 3days to sleeping day!!! 4days to new workplace.... sigh... 5days to 2nd day in new workplace... zzz...
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gaaah!! there are no impt days after this week??
my life is really pathetic..
oh ya... 17days to pay day~~!!
and of cuz... right before that is....


NATIONAL DAY~!!
"43years of nationhood"
~an early Happy Birthday Singapore~

i'm bummed.
the days are growing longer and nights are growing shorter...
i need rest. decent rest.

my head hurts. badly. i need something strong.. something like a surgical painkiller.
anyone got some spare?

I've been thinking too much.

everyone says so, and i agree too.

my life is too filled with regrets and misery.

where are the happy and innocent days gone?

when did i last say goodbye to my halcyon days?

i seek solace in a sanctuary to escape reality...

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today was a tiring day. tmr is no different.
i need a end to my nightmare.

the darkness within me seeks to draw me in...

and my bright side doesnt stop the flow.

i'm losing touch with myself.

my life is in a mess.

i need help.